tournament edition

if i dont take up smoking by the end of next week, ill be amazed at my will power. everythings adding up, to more than i can handle. spring break needs to get figured out so it can become the light at the end of the tunnel. and quick. i played IM floor hockey tonight, and cut up the court. i probably had 20 shots, but only one went in. the other teams goalie was an overachiever, and my wrist shot was off. lost 5-4 in overtime. we'll getem next time. this whole being gone all day, everyday thing would work if i had the weekends to reset. but they are gone now. i just have to pretend like im doing something great, then it all seems worth it... im out, set at 6am. night